Hey pig, yeah you

I’m fine, why do you ask me that? Even if there was something wrong, it wouldn’t matter now, would it?

Well, I haven’t taken into consideration the copious amounts of shit you’ve been selling (more like force feeding) me lately; in fact, I should be the one who’s angry. NOT YOU. What you’ve done is in no way just or fair. So to speak. But I did came to the conclusion that you are a motherfucking pig. And a coward. You didn’t have the balls to answer to a YES or NO question. It was only a question and to top that I was miles away. No, you had to say “you were busy”. Well, it certainly took you longer to write that then yes/no. You are a lying and deceiving person who cannot tolerate people who have an opinion or people who ask questions. Seriously, what the hell is wrong with you? You are so self-absorbed and you think you know everything, but the minute someone who has far more knowledge in a certain filed than you steps in you try to mock him/her? Or to say something that is not true, or threaten him/her? You know shit, but you somehow convinced people you are good at what you do. Well guess what asshole! You are a fucking prick (and I hope you choke and die just for the sake of me going to your fucking funeral and saying “Karma, baby! What a bitch!”). You are as ignorant as the glass of coke you drink on a daily basis or at 3  AM (I don’t know how a glass of something can be ignorant, just play along). Oh, but you’re worse. Much, much worse.

You sell lies, you promise the moon and expect everything in return. The rest? Fuck the rest, that’s your motto (or it should be). You don’t care about other people’s opinion. You LACK  a fucking spine (okay, this sounds better in Romanian, but at that moment I was angry…) integrity for heaven’s sake. You are a fat shallow hypocrite who takes things personally and holds a grudge for a minor observation.

to be continued….

Where was I? Ah, yes, you being a MAJOR cunt. I still cannot believe how you treat people and they accept that. Well, let me tell you something, it won’t get you far on the long run. But, we live and learn so I might as well get deal with the fact that you cannot get what you want… No it’s not that. That people are self-absorbed… It’s not this either. That you are a >100 kg pig (or asshole, your choice)? Maybe.

Anger? Loathe? YES!!!

I know I haven’t been around in quite a while, but I have had a few hectic(just realized how much I use this word around here) weeks. And it’s just the beginning. But today I’m making up for all those days I was away (not really). This post will be about frustrations. Because I have many.

Have you ever been so angry that you felt you might implode if someone or something  ticked you off? Today I wanted to kill a human being… or two… or three… Or, at least, watch him suffer, agonizing and trying desperately to save himself.

But let’s start from the beginning (there isn’t one, but it sort of looks like one).

Last week and the week before it were a “change of scenery” if I might say that. I have met a lot of interesting people, made a few enemies (I hope) and probably shortened my life with a few years. All in the name of science … I don’t know, me being stupid? Wasting my time? Loyalty (because I’m the kind of person who will go all the way, even if I have no pleasure or motivation)? When you’re knee deep in shit, you might as well carry on what you were doing. Even if it’s stupid, time consuming and irritating and won’t help you in the near future (or ever).

But today, ohh.. today was different.

To clear things up, I HATE it when people waste MY TIME. However, I have no problem with me wasting my time, after all I am … well, just me. I have this right. Also, I HATE disorganization, even thought I am a messy/disorganized person,  I HATE other’s bad time management, because it somehow involves my persona  and, hell, I hate the fact that I forget A LOT of things, like what I ate a day before, or what someone was saying 10 minutes before

I forgot what I wanted to write… Oh yeah, and I have the emotional variation of a frickin’ mountain.

Anyway, today someone made me waste 4 precious hours of my life and to top that he behaved like he was superior to me. I do not deny that he is older and has “some” (or none) knowledge in that field, but for crying out loud man, we are not some nasty cockroaches you can just ignore. I wanted to beat him to death, burn his body and then just laugh (Mandark style).

This .. creature, because IN NO WAY he is a man/human is an incompetent, a loser, someone who really sucks at his job. And what really grinds my gear is that he is so arrogant and thinks that he knows it all. Well, let me tell you something! YOU KNOW NOTHING! You are a worthless piece of shit (who happens to wear the same outfit 24/7 with mild variations) who likes to behave like a dick and to treat people with disrespect . (now I am enraged and I’m basically slamming and cussing and throwing things around the house)

I know this post is messy and you probably won’t understand anything, but it felt good to throw some words here and there about this whole… ordeal. I’ll probably finish it… someday. Now I’m procrastinating.